My weekend went really well. I could have done more homework...

I am here in California.... And everyone left me...

The whole house is empty save the dogs. I am cleaning and doing things to keep me busy. But I do miss all my friends. And I know I am not the only one in this situation. Almost everyone I know right now is going through the same type of situation! Why can't we all co-operate and not be so lonely... Ha

I had a dream last night that I encountered one of my, let's say a girl I can't stand. She is one of those girls that are hot physically and KNOWS it, BUT inside she is evil and trys to manipulate and control everyone. NOT that attractive.

So I tried to be friends with her in my dream (I don't know why) and she was really cruel to me but I stayed a good friend. THEN She stabbed my in the back... Figuratively.

I woke up all disturbed....

Then (in real life) I was looking up my email and there she is wanting to know something. It was the Weirdest thing... I don't want to think about anymore so I am done with talking about it.

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So this weekend is Gay Pride weekend in San Francisco. Can you image that? It is craziness.

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So there is this internship I want!! It is in Vermont. I have never thought "hey I want to live in Vermont". But there is this School that sounds like it is doing exactly what I want to do in the future. Let me know what you think.

Otherwise I am looking at firms in New York, Chicago, and some other random places.

Okay... I think I have comments NOW! I would like to say if you have read this... Yes you.... Then please leave a comment! haha :)

This morning and yesterday I didn't ride the train... Because I knew I wouldn't be able to make it back to the same station (my stop is limited). So I am sending money on gas... What a waste!

Last night I tried to get SOMEONE (anyone) to go with me to Karaoke. It didn't work. So after I did some homework I went to the bar by myself. I am trying to get over my terrible stage fright. Well the first song I sang was "on my own"... How appropriate; don't you think?! I was so nervous that I shook. I didn't think I did that well, But I got a huge response. I think I am going to have to keep going to get over this whole shaking thing. You don't understand... It is bad. AND if I plan on trying out for the School musical I need to get over that.

I want a comments thing... That is cool! Not that anyone would want to comment. BUT I am going get it.

It is really boring here without my brother. Although I am getting used to having my own room!

good morn.

I went to pub quiz last night. That was a lot of fun. I don't know anything. I think I got one question right. Yeah I know that's bad.... But my team is genius.

I think I am going to go read an encyclopedia (the whole thing).

Ok I will talk later when I am smarter.

I am happy to say things are going well. Except of all the people leaving me...

Linda from work is moving to Texas! Tomorrow is her last day. :(

My brother is talking about leaving on Saturday (along with Tyson and Jeremy). BUT the thing is with my brother.... You never know when he will come back. And I don't much like being here alone without my brother. Ha ha oh yeah my brother is going to Texas, Missouri, Colorado, and Indiana.


So today I was looking up firms. I only picked places that intrigued me... I picked out of a list of firms that have previously supported KSU students so it is just a start. I found firms in ten different States and three different countries. A total of 50 firms and I haven't been through the other two list I wanted to go through and then the firms people have suggested at work!!!

anyway. I am going to get some stuff done!

I have decided that Tuesdays are my least favorite day!

Yesterday was just unpleasant. I wanted to run back to Kansas. I know what you're thinking, but it was just one of those days..

and then this morning I woke up with a hangover. I didn't even drink that much. I don't know.

The day has been great!

I feel like such an idiot!!!

I just got off the train and was walking to work... It is really close to the train... Well I was walking nice and slow and the next thing I know is I am on the ground staring at the concrete. I just stepped on some really uneven pavement and collapsed. Now my knee hurts a little and my hand stings. But I am soooooo GLAD that I didn't sprain anything!

I am a big fan of the train... There are things that could better and sometimes it is not on time. YET it really gets me places and I have time to relax and focus. I recommend train travel! (but try and be next to the express station;).

I am in a much better mood today! YAY!

I have been Blogging for 6 months as of four days ago! I really enjoy blogging and want to thank the Fred for introducing me to it.

YOU ROCK!

Speaking of ROCKIN.... I am going through music withdraws! One can only take so much of the Streets and Maroon5.

SideNote: Isn't it funny that Blogger's own spell check doesn't have "Blogger" or any of it's forms?!

IT'S ONLY TUESDAY!

Today I didn't feel very good. I don't know why, but I had a head ache and an uneasy feeling all day. I didn't eat lunch until late, because I didn't feel like eating. But it got later and later because of projects.

So At one point I just had to stop and get something... Well didn't stay down long. After "That" I was alright. Well, BETTER!

Even with my feeling horrible today I got a lot done. I am pleased with the day. Tonight I am going to go eat at PF>Changes. YAY!

Thought for the day:::

oh wait nothing is coming to me... NO... HERE IT IS... I HATE COMPUTERS and Puking!

:::::QD: What is the stupidest thing you have ever done?

I bought ear rings for the first time. They are really fun; I like them. :)

At the end of the day I will be done with my first week of work. There is a bit of a problem though... I haven't got as many projects in as I hoped. Well, David said I will start on Construction Administration this next week. WHICH would rock. It is supposed to be the most horrible job in the firm, but you are supposed to learn the most out of it!

Okay so this weekend... We are not going surfing but instead we are going to go mountain bike riding. I am sort of really out of shape for that. So it should be interesting!

I am going to get back to work.

First day of work....

Okay, so right now I am sitting around until people show up it is 8:48am and I have been here for a half an hour. BUT that is how the California is They don't show up until the are ready for work.

After today won't be like this because I won't have to wait for people to give me tasks. I will have them already.

I came in on the train today and I was reading structures for a while until I fell asleep. Oops.

Train pass for a month: $112
Latest train leaving: 7:30am
Time spent to get to destination: 1 hr.
being able to read and fall asleep on the way to work: Priceless...

:)

I am going to go find some work to do... Maybe someone is here...

The holiday was really relaxing. I enjoyed myself.

I start work tomorrow! YAY... That is exciting!

I am ready.