Today I found out that I did not get the job in Vermont! I don't know how to swallow this. I really wanted it! NOW I don't know what I should do. Well, I know what I should do... just apply somewhere else. Cambridge is a really cool place to think about! Chicago. or Cali. I don't really want to go back to Cali. But I will if I have to!

I just am a little down right now about the Vermont thing... Tear.