Things are slow... So I am going to keep going!

QD:What do you think about dinosaurs?

Viz issues:

anything is possible, if you know what you want to do or how to do it AND IF it decides to work!
nothing is consistent.
it might fail at any point.
no other programs can run with it.
Who uses these words:
Boolean
hedra
gengon
prism
tessellate
and how long do you have to render?

Working..

I got to hang out with a few friends last night. I had a lot of fun. Tonight we are going to be hanging out with a few old friends. So that is exciting too!

I am learning to say what I feel and want. I am used to not wanting to have what I desire, so I just ignore it. I Love that I am working on this, but it is hard sometimes. I want others to be happy so I never bothered to worry about me that much! Not to say I haven't. Ha.

I am loving my model. It is really fun. I just hope everything is going to work like it does in my head.

QD:What is the most obnoxious thing you have done?

Good times!

I have started on my model and I really enjoy that. I have not done a model in a while and I am So excited about doing a good one.. it has been a year sice I have done a Good model!

peace!

QD:Why do girls change their mind so much?

Between:

What dose the expression "between a rock and a hard place" mean? It seems redundant.

Smash!

Life seems so complicated, yet it is so simple... Just Live then Die someday... But living your life to its FULLEST! That is where the complication comes in I guess. How? I just need to remember that my life is not going to be the end.

Beatific

My teacher wants me to possibly make this studio culture thing into a thesis paper someday. I don’t know if I ever wanted to do a thesis but if it had to do with my passions. I guess it wouldn’t be that bad.

Nowadays people frustrate me… But “People are stupid!” (as a wise man said many times). Just sometimes you wish they would care for others more than themselves. You know even if they didn’t care MORE, but just half as much then people would be more agreeable.

I did miss my mom and dad this weekend. They were planning on coming, but then my mom got sick. Yesterday was Great anyway! Sally and I hung out and it was like old times… I was a bit hyper though. She gave me a coupon for Turtles (the chocolate candies) I got some at the store and they were wonderful… I used the money my mom gave me for Valentine’s Day. Oh, and Happy Birthday Grandpa! I miss you.

The last few days were wonderful. Thank you to those I love! You know who you are!

QD: Why do we have to grow up?

Okay... So I am worn out. It has been a great day, but full of WORK!... I am supposed to work all night but I don't know how I am going to stay up..! I feel so done for the day. Maybe it will be a short night.

GUESS WHAT!!!! I got my internship back. I called today and they said "well we already talked about it... When would you like to start" So now I am headed out to California for the summer...

no resume. No portfolio.... I just have the job. I will make as much as my dad as well. Not bad.

I need to still work on my portfolio though. I need to get one completed!

That was a lot of stress off! I don't know about you but I feel as though I could scream! YAY... ahhhhh.!!

YAY!

I am in such a great mood! I have been getting a lot of studying done so far this morning! I want to design... I think I might.

I changed my title to my blog as you can see. I have always Loved the word illumination and I happen to come across it in my studying. My goal is to always be illuminated! I used to be illuminated no matter what was going on. It is a great feeling...

Back to my status of illumination!

Today.

I have received a letter from the firm I worked for last summer. There is a girl pushing the head people there to hire me! It would rock to work for them once again. It was an awesome job. Somewhat I want to not do anything this summer maybe sit on the beach and draw. But I must make money!!! The money is good at that job too.

So I am going to be calling them today. Wish me luck.

My designs are moving along. Today I have a quiz in electrical systems, a Test in Structures IV, and then I must be ready for a crit tomorrow for the town's people of Baldwin City.

so back to work..

QD: When is the last time you did something nice for your MOM? (something completely genuine)

ANYONE:::::::

I need to know all I can on "Private Jokes, Public Places" by Oren Safdie!!!!! ANYONE KNOW how I can get a hold of the script or see it!

PLEASE HELP!!!

Black box:

my computer is my black box.

So I have a positive out look on this "in the box Idea". I am using the same concept but going with different forms.

things have been going well. I was reading blogs today and Just had to laugh when I read this.

I want to write a lot more but I have tons of work to do. Wish me luck!

QD: What are your thoughts on Studio Culture?

Why is a good question!

I worked on some ideas for my design. I have not quite finished the concepts, but at least I am getting somewhere. I figured out that I was only freaking myself out about that fact that this project is "real". Thus not doing my quality of work well not working on it at all (a block). This is going be have to be over come. I don't know how yet. A little bit at a time I guess.

Today is a good day so far. I can't pinpoint why, but I am happy and that is good!

QD: Do you know how to automatically refresh something on a site in Java language?
HELP!

Flamenco:

Lately I have been having a hard time communicating. I have never had such a problem with Talking. I always used to try to stop myself. I guess it finally worked.

My designs are slow going! I think I am going to just stay up late until I can't handle it anymore. Designs always are better late at night... :)

Then I won't have to deal with the people and the lights! I can do my own thing.

Being happy is just a state of mind and I am going TO FREAKING BE HAPPY!

WOW that worked!

Back to designing...

QD: When you are having a bad day what is a good remedy?

Oh... My site is on its way!!! I am not done but it is going well... YAY!

Funicular:

It is sweet how things work out. Sometime I am the luckiest person alive. I am approaching a mountain and it seems as thought I am going to have ease going up. It is not that there isn't challenge, but the challenge is going to be soon conquered and conquered by ME!

QD: If you where blessed with being able to change ONE thing in this world what would it be?

There is always a first time.

QD: What is your most embarrassing moment?

Zoink!!